The days are coming, says the Lord, when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and the house of Judah…. I will place my law within them and write it upon their hearts; I will be their God, and they shall be my people. (Jeremiah 31:31; 33)
“The hour has come….Unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains just a grain of wheat; but if it dies, it produces much fruit…..I am troubled”( John 12:23 - 24 ; 27)
With the readings from Jeremiah and John we are given deeper understandings of Jesus relationship with God. We are also invited to a deeper embracing of the relationship God offers to us. Throughout scripture we have been told of God’s covenant relationship with God’s people as first spoken to Abraham and then given to Moses in the Ten Commandments. In both of these scriptures God promises, I will be their God. In Jeremiah, that covenant relationship initiated by God is deepened. It is not a covenant governed only by external laws but rather by God’s law written within the hearts of the people. Let us ponder for a moment what this might mean for us. Here God is promising us that God’s Spirit will be given to abide within each of us, within our deepest, most intimate being, within our heart. So that if we listen, really listen, we will know God’s ways. We will never be separated from the life and way of God.
In John’s Gospel we hear Jesus listening, really listening to the unfolding of events that will eventually lead to his crucifixion. Jesus listens to the movements of the people, to the questions, to the wonderings, even to the acclamations. And yet he knows that this “Grain of Wheat” must fall in order to bear fruit. He senses that if he is to remain true to his own teachings, to his own relationship with God the Creator, then he will suffer. How poignant it is when he says, “I am troubled. Yet what should I say.” Listening to his heart, listening to the voice of God which resounds within him, listening to the “thunder” of his soul, he trusts in that covenant relationship he has with God the Creator who is within his heart. Such fidelity to one’s own knowing of God’s way is not easy. Yet it is the only way to new life.
We are invited this week to spend some quiet time with Jesus’ words “I am troubled. Yet what can I say?” What must that time have been like for him? Where in our lives do we find ourselves faced with embracing fidelity to our covenant with God, in conflict perhaps with our culture, with our society, with our neighbors and colleagues, family and friends?
Can we remain faithful to our covenant relationship with God, as given to us through Jesus the Christ? What does that yes ask of us today?








